wake up early bright eyes

look what I made!


this is how I felt reading the recipie


the french toast was almost as tasty as me! ...HAHAHAHA
oh good joke. hah! sorry. phew.

enough boring photos of that psycho
I went for a walk to see what I could
the cold weather drags out the shadows
walking from light to dark and back
maybe it's the changing season
the colors pop out and catch my eye
corners and leaves everywhere
I'm overwhelmed and consumed
fighting nature with nature
laughing all the way

I swear this is the first time...

dinner and dessert
deserted I am
a whole meal
lost in found
conned
consumed
one word and two
in three you liar
think I know
empathy and looks
it was "who" fell
o.b. liv e on
irony how funny
stumbled into feeling
trembling in embraces
holding on to holding back
feel good numb it out
sip sip all them tears away
what can happen next
...indeed

you're over now

I honestly don't know what I'm doing
killing you inside
wondering if I'm doubting myself
and my actions
questions, you're no help.
we're the same in the end
the beginning maybe
I don't know
does admittance make it right?
where is there to go
when truth is staring me in the face
obvious... oblivious...
I don't want to watch the sunset all alone

I'm so.

I want to know what it's like on the inside of love

anew and a new
friendship and companions


please don't hide
beauty was created to be shared
you see?


strangers and formalities
to follow after these messages






it's a small world
even smaller in my mind
open my eyes to blink
and miss a second of life


we all get by some how
it helps if we remember though
...remember...

I love being hungry I think

He speaks
and I'm silent
maybe he's a woman
he passed his point
moments, years ago
expecting some response
something more
than blinking eyes
staring back
with not a clue
his voice breaks
and I snap
everything changes
a red hot heat consumed
bright white blinding
and some high energy
carries us away...